Is beautiful when you are with the right person.
In many forms and ways love performs differently. But which is true love?
It is true when I am with you. It sweeps me off my feet, and lands me down softly on the ground.
It keeps my heart pounding each time we meet.
It hurts when we miss each other so intensely.
It’s sweet when you smile, and laugh crazily.
It fills my head only with…you…you…and you… *wah~~so many you…*
It makes me smile even if I am alone.
So crazily yet that’s true. That I am crazy for you.
And all I could be so free, being able to be myself the way you love it.
When I look right you don’t look left, just as the way I view love, you see it the same way I do.
Of how we often think and say the same things. Is it coincidental or our minds are one?
If I accidentally fall down, you pick me up and keep me running.
If I am sad you will say jokes to make me laugh.
If I miss you like gila, we will talk on the phone for hours.
If whatever comes in our way we will go through it together.
No matter what may come tomorrow, all I know now is that I love you with all my might.
And what the future comes we both know. Yet it’s alright because right now we have each other.
And for once in our lifetime we had a sweet memory like this that stay in our hearts forever.
Relationship changes and dies, but memories don’t. That’s what gonna last forever.
March 14, 2010
March 07, 2010
did u mean me?
Can somebody shake the coconut tree…
I was mentioning a few things at a time. Wasn’t only talking about one person.
If I accidentally hurt you, I am sorry.
Forgiveness isn’t something hard for me as you did not hurt me that deep.
We view our past failure as regrets and lessons in order we will not repeat, and sometimes change for the better.
We need to understand that to forget what had happen before sometimes takes time for certain people.
Sometimes if you choose to forget your past, it also means that you are running away from the truth, and not fixing that mistake.
Just sometimes this is what I mean. Sometimes it’s best to just forget. Forget what about some silly things that isn’t necessary to keep in our thoughts.
It all depends. Right?
Sometimes after making a mistake, it is hard to make our friends trust us again. I did it, but look where I am now? Everyone deserves a second chance, not just me, but anyone. I mean anyone ok?
It is how we hold that second chance. Do we cherish it? How we use that second chance? Do we waste it? Do we do things that make that second chance go away? How many chances do we have actually?
It is not easy to understand how a friend might think, especially not easy if we have not talk for awhile. It is not easy to guess even how well we may know someone. Sometimes, you will guess wrongly deep down inside what is she thinking. What is it that I am thinking? Who are my characteristics? I have no right to comment on it. No right to say how someone is. Everyone is special in their own way.
Here now, no one can really say who is who, what is what, unless we take out the step to create a whole truth for people to see and feel.
I was mentioning a few things at a time. Wasn’t only talking about one person.
If I accidentally hurt you, I am sorry.
Forgiveness isn’t something hard for me as you did not hurt me that deep.
We view our past failure as regrets and lessons in order we will not repeat, and sometimes change for the better.
We need to understand that to forget what had happen before sometimes takes time for certain people.
Sometimes if you choose to forget your past, it also means that you are running away from the truth, and not fixing that mistake.
Just sometimes this is what I mean. Sometimes it’s best to just forget. Forget what about some silly things that isn’t necessary to keep in our thoughts.
It all depends. Right?
Sometimes after making a mistake, it is hard to make our friends trust us again. I did it, but look where I am now? Everyone deserves a second chance, not just me, but anyone. I mean anyone ok?
It is how we hold that second chance. Do we cherish it? How we use that second chance? Do we waste it? Do we do things that make that second chance go away? How many chances do we have actually?
It is not easy to understand how a friend might think, especially not easy if we have not talk for awhile. It is not easy to guess even how well we may know someone. Sometimes, you will guess wrongly deep down inside what is she thinking. What is it that I am thinking? Who are my characteristics? I have no right to comment on it. No right to say how someone is. Everyone is special in their own way.
Here now, no one can really say who is who, what is what, unless we take out the step to create a whole truth for people to see and feel.
March 06, 2010
your 21st
Is it fast or slow? That another year had passed and I feel as if it all happened few months ago.
Everything is still fresh.
Don’t make me recall, but as I look around I see little kids that resemble us playing, talking. Just today when it was raining, I when out my room from studying, look up where the rain falls, I can see droplets failing nicely before it reaches the ground. And do you remember, we put our hands out to catch the rain drops. Our heads up laughing, see the rain so special fall down so nicely when you look up the side of the building.
Don’t want to think that today is your birthday; want it to just pass fast fast. But why it doesn’t. Didn’t want to go online today coz I don’t want to see those comments, don’t want to feel this upset when I am already so upset. When I know I will be, I still open your fb account to see. What gave me courage to do so was I had someone dear with me by my side. I don’t feel that intense hurt at that moment.
She helps me to feel better at times I feel that I am going to break down. We talked on the phone most of the time today, making my day pass easier. Janice, I love her very much, wish you could see how she is. I finally found the one, the true one that only appears in my dreams. You would be so happy for me.
Wherever you are, if you can hear us or not, I hope that you are happy. After suffering so much here, I hope that you actually went to a better place.
I am sorry J, for not being there. For neglecting you as a friend, I still regret it. Guess I have to put it down, put it all down. I know I can live my days as normal as can be. You know I can still smile.
Just one thing I should be thankful…maybe that it’s a good thing that you are not always by my side. If you were, how could I go on with my life every day?
This big day – stroke it of the calendar. One down, and many more special occasions to go. I don’t want to think and imagine how your 21st birthday would be, don’t want to tell myself how sad I am. World of friends who know J, let’s not frown, let’s not despair, let’s cry together and just let it go. We may lost someone dear to us, but let’s view it as she has gone to some place better, happier.
I may lose someone who knows me best, my memories I may just hold alone. But I have new friends, and I have you, someone that knows what my heart is saying. And forever I will move on with smile, saying, “I am grateful that once in my life, I had J as a my best friend”.
Everything is still fresh.
Don’t make me recall, but as I look around I see little kids that resemble us playing, talking. Just today when it was raining, I when out my room from studying, look up where the rain falls, I can see droplets failing nicely before it reaches the ground. And do you remember, we put our hands out to catch the rain drops. Our heads up laughing, see the rain so special fall down so nicely when you look up the side of the building.
Don’t want to think that today is your birthday; want it to just pass fast fast. But why it doesn’t. Didn’t want to go online today coz I don’t want to see those comments, don’t want to feel this upset when I am already so upset. When I know I will be, I still open your fb account to see. What gave me courage to do so was I had someone dear with me by my side. I don’t feel that intense hurt at that moment.
She helps me to feel better at times I feel that I am going to break down. We talked on the phone most of the time today, making my day pass easier. Janice, I love her very much, wish you could see how she is. I finally found the one, the true one that only appears in my dreams. You would be so happy for me.
Wherever you are, if you can hear us or not, I hope that you are happy. After suffering so much here, I hope that you actually went to a better place.
I am sorry J, for not being there. For neglecting you as a friend, I still regret it. Guess I have to put it down, put it all down. I know I can live my days as normal as can be. You know I can still smile.
Just one thing I should be thankful…maybe that it’s a good thing that you are not always by my side. If you were, how could I go on with my life every day?
This big day – stroke it of the calendar. One down, and many more special occasions to go. I don’t want to think and imagine how your 21st birthday would be, don’t want to tell myself how sad I am. World of friends who know J, let’s not frown, let’s not despair, let’s cry together and just let it go. We may lost someone dear to us, but let’s view it as she has gone to some place better, happier.
I may lose someone who knows me best, my memories I may just hold alone. But I have new friends, and I have you, someone that knows what my heart is saying. And forever I will move on with smile, saying, “I am grateful that once in my life, I had J as a my best friend”.
March 01, 2010
how to use a word?
Sometimes words we say, we used to hurt, we use to lie, we use to protect our self, we use in many ways good or bad.
Sometimes we mean what we say, and there are times we just lie on the surface. In all circumstances we all pass through this.
But when is it you are lying? And when is it you are not?
Don’t get use to lying so much until you choose to lie to yourself.
What did you say when you start to make a decision. Why are you off course, moving in another direction? Have you not said you will be the way you said you want to be?
Hard it is to change. Hard it is to be alone, hard it is to be the bad person. But as you had made a decision, stick with it. No matter how hard it is, it is not as hard as living your life with regret as a failure.
You tried; you tried to love with all your heart. That is what that matters. You should know better who loves you and who truly cares for you.
And for whatever reasons, all problems between two person needs two people to settle, not just one side rediscovering the whole thing and change for the other. Change is for the better, not for the worst.
Sometimes we misused our words and sometimes we cannot take it back. Why give chance for error to occur? Don’t misused words and regret it all over. I have been there, trust me many of us been there done that. Throwing out words like these just adds up hurt into your own life, not others.
Reconsider. What is going on?
Sometimes we mean what we say, and there are times we just lie on the surface. In all circumstances we all pass through this.
But when is it you are lying? And when is it you are not?
Don’t get use to lying so much until you choose to lie to yourself.
What did you say when you start to make a decision. Why are you off course, moving in another direction? Have you not said you will be the way you said you want to be?
Hard it is to change. Hard it is to be alone, hard it is to be the bad person. But as you had made a decision, stick with it. No matter how hard it is, it is not as hard as living your life with regret as a failure.
You tried; you tried to love with all your heart. That is what that matters. You should know better who loves you and who truly cares for you.
And for whatever reasons, all problems between two person needs two people to settle, not just one side rediscovering the whole thing and change for the other. Change is for the better, not for the worst.
Sometimes we misused our words and sometimes we cannot take it back. Why give chance for error to occur? Don’t misused words and regret it all over. I have been there, trust me many of us been there done that. Throwing out words like these just adds up hurt into your own life, not others.
Reconsider. What is going on?
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