Chinese New Year passed, valentines passed, midterm is passing, and athletics competitions also passing….
This cny is the most un-cny feeling I ever felt if I would compare it to the last few years. It is so funny that I din go bai nin to any of the friends houses except of coz for Sapo’s house. Did not even gamble. Weird…maybe its coz everyone is so busy, and there’s not much time for all of us. Although din go bai nin, angpao still not bad…if got go friends house will more abit..ngek ngek…
As valentine’s was on the 1st day of cny, we planned to celebrate a few days after. It makes no difference if you’re with the one you love; everyday can just be valentines. This valentines is the only valentines that I pass with someone I really love. Of all my 20 years of life…hahahaha…
And now it’s the midterms. Worried and excited, all set up and ready to sit for the exam, suddenly I gotta know that one of the paper is postponed to next week. While another paper clashes with my 200m event on this Sunday. So, in the end, this week I don’t have to sit for any exam.
To be so busy studying and suddenly now the pressure is not here, I feel more pressure. What am I to do with my spare time? Study of course. But as I am suppose to accomplish other things this coming week, I got to be studying again…heart beat very fast….
Going to UPM later for MASUM 2010, my event isn’t until Sunday. Fuh…as there are so many national athletes in UPM, I really hope that I can make it into the finals. Guys I know how much you all have faith in me, but sometimes I know my limits. Gold medals don’t come falling on me always… hahahahaha….
Am still coughing since ever b4 cny and during the festive week at home I had difficulty breathing almost every night I had to wake up sometimes around 5am in the morning gasping for air. As I make music through my lungs it is really a nightmare and not something you want to go through. Thank god when I come bak to ukm this week I can breathe well again. Went to see the panel doctor here and got medication for difficulty breathing.
And so, I just hope that I can breathe for my 4x400m event. During training I already died halfway in 300m. just hope that I don’t burden the team. And of coz my main event, 200m. jia you jia you!!
February 26, 2010
February 03, 2010
one wave after the other
When I stroke out one event on my list, I can see that there’s still others left there waiting for me to deal with.
The all waiting dance that I worried since last year is out of my mind now. Yet as it ends, the mid semester is here to haunt us all. It’s not that I don’t have time to study; it’s only my pig self who wants to sleep and just lay around.
When before this my body works out dancing and going to training. Now my brain is working hard to study. The most familiar word now is HARD which I should synonym it with SUCCESS. I have always lazed around or waste time unnecessarily.
This time, this semester my time is used up fully, and can be considered as wisely. Most importantly I don’t have to worry. I am doing what I like and in the same time I have time to sit on the table and study. I am not just studying like a crazy fool. I have you.
Sitting here sometimes I dream so far away, but I can come back and go on with my studies again. As we see that studies are the main thing we are in uni. I’m studying hard right now, so that I can see the word SUCCESS in the back of my mind.
Nothing is pulling me down, only lifting me up higher and higher.
YAT CEI GAYAO!
The all waiting dance that I worried since last year is out of my mind now. Yet as it ends, the mid semester is here to haunt us all. It’s not that I don’t have time to study; it’s only my pig self who wants to sleep and just lay around.
When before this my body works out dancing and going to training. Now my brain is working hard to study. The most familiar word now is HARD which I should synonym it with SUCCESS. I have always lazed around or waste time unnecessarily.
This time, this semester my time is used up fully, and can be considered as wisely. Most importantly I don’t have to worry. I am doing what I like and in the same time I have time to sit on the table and study. I am not just studying like a crazy fool. I have you.
Sitting here sometimes I dream so far away, but I can come back and go on with my studies again. As we see that studies are the main thing we are in uni. I’m studying hard right now, so that I can see the word SUCCESS in the back of my mind.
Nothing is pulling me down, only lifting me up higher and higher.
YAT CEI GAYAO!
February 01, 2010
hao siang gen ni biao bai~
I can die and go to heaven already. I’m so happy to have you.
Finally PAP ended, relieve but still do miss the feeling of going to practice and having fun with the gals. This sem is so much more relieved, I guess everyone become so pro in the dance d. HAPPY!
Am very proud again of the 5 of you, another successful dance.
Although sometimes not all 6 of us could dance together, yet in the end it turn out well, too well until I got overexcited and could not adjust to dance the mode I wanted to. In the end, I dance even more girly than the girls, hahahaha…joke….
It is so funny this time I felt no stress at all. Too relax till dance like during rehearsal. The best thing is that you saw me like a fool on the stage dancing. When usually I feel worried that I make a fool of myself on stage, it’s so weird that I feel alright. When usually I will go bang wall, this time I could laugh and laugh.
When usually I take care of how I look so much, last night I don’t care if I look funny, coz I know you will laugh and laugh as well. All I wanna see is just you laughing. All I want to be is for you. I am not changing I am just being the one I am suppose to be, and have you to laugh with. It’s all that matters.
You’re having your exams now, hope you can do well. I worry I keep u away from focusing on your studies, but I know if you put some more effort in it, you can do it. Don’t give up, even if sometimes things may look not right and not on track, you still haven’t reached the end. You still can change how it ends.
Now the wind blows to studies. Having mid sem exams after the holidays. Add oil add oil!
And athletics, I hope I can run faster and faster, skipped training for a whole week last week. Endurance must be down. I want to look handsome, don’t want to run last. Hahaha…
M.I.C.H.E.L.L.E L.E.O.N.G jia you~~~~~~~
Finally PAP ended, relieve but still do miss the feeling of going to practice and having fun with the gals. This sem is so much more relieved, I guess everyone become so pro in the dance d. HAPPY!
Am very proud again of the 5 of you, another successful dance.
Although sometimes not all 6 of us could dance together, yet in the end it turn out well, too well until I got overexcited and could not adjust to dance the mode I wanted to. In the end, I dance even more girly than the girls, hahahaha…joke….
It is so funny this time I felt no stress at all. Too relax till dance like during rehearsal. The best thing is that you saw me like a fool on the stage dancing. When usually I feel worried that I make a fool of myself on stage, it’s so weird that I feel alright. When usually I will go bang wall, this time I could laugh and laugh.
When usually I take care of how I look so much, last night I don’t care if I look funny, coz I know you will laugh and laugh as well. All I wanna see is just you laughing. All I want to be is for you. I am not changing I am just being the one I am suppose to be, and have you to laugh with. It’s all that matters.
You’re having your exams now, hope you can do well. I worry I keep u away from focusing on your studies, but I know if you put some more effort in it, you can do it. Don’t give up, even if sometimes things may look not right and not on track, you still haven’t reached the end. You still can change how it ends.
Now the wind blows to studies. Having mid sem exams after the holidays. Add oil add oil!
And athletics, I hope I can run faster and faster, skipped training for a whole week last week. Endurance must be down. I want to look handsome, don’t want to run last. Hahaha…
M.I.C.H.E.L.L.E L.E.O.N.G jia you~~~~~~~
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