Airplanes and Dreams

This morning I had a dream, a dream that I did want to wake up from. It was too real for me to even doubt that it was a dream.

Of many dreams we dream, we usually forget or have a blurry vision of what dreamt. But this one, this one wasn’t the blurry one. It’s still here in my mind as if it only happened last night.

It was J; I dream that all of us were having a party or something. We were all talking so happily like before, excited and crazy. Whose house was it, I didn’t really bother. But when you said “hey, let’s overnight tonight.” I could feel that I woke up from my dream awhile, as if I was saying yes awake.

It was like shaking my head up and down and all of us say, “hou er!”…your face would lit up, Adrian would do funny actions. Joey and Joann would clap hands.

Too bad it ended there, instead of being distress, I felt satisfied. For a dream so real for me to feel as if you’re here not away. I could feel that you came for a reason. Like always after my birthday you would come back or be here with us to cover back your absence. You came back in a dream to me.

Last week Nicky sms me, saying that he’d been thinking about you lately. Saw many air stewardesses and imagine how you would look like in the uniforms.

I remember how much you like being an air steward. Remember Singapore Airlines, and how maybe you would leave us going there. First, u left us for Subang, then Kampar, then Singapore? Further n further you wanna go.

When Joey was in college, she told me she wanted to work in an airline. KLIA not bad, she said.

I always wanted to be a lawyer, didn’t have that dream of being in an airline at all. But as two of my closest friend wants to be in the same line, it triggers me to be in it as well. How I don’t know yet. But as 3 of us were in the same class since standard 1, till form 5, we 3 three never go far away.

Independent we all become, but growing up together is something we 3 have. You should have been here. Then we three could be working together in different departments…hahaha…I don’t want follow you wear skirt, be an air steward, but I can work with Joey on the ground. Hehe.

You’re flying up high now, fly high high no matter where you are, thank you for the dream. A dream so real to me.