not this way.

Sometimes in some circumstances people choose the easier way out to feel better, comforted. While some easier ways to feel relieve sometimes means you are lying to yourself. You create a better option than to step out to face the truth. You create a fantasy.

Is this the way you want to move on?

If you choose this way to feel better, I don’t mind. At least it is helping you to feel alright now.

But if you declare that I gave you excuses, and all I said were excuses, does it not mean anything to you? If you think that those were excuses, it also means that if I am still here, you would put in mind, those are excuses.

At the moment we talk about it, are they excuses? My excuses that we don’t need to bother, and fix it.

know that I had a past of hurting you, but by hurting me, I could not withstand it.

I gave you the best of me, why don’t I get the best of you? 1st time. 2nd time.

Or is it, you want me to love you till I left skin and bones only you would learn how to love somebody?

To think of the mistakes as excuses, you are choosing a better road to walk on. If the excuse exists, means there’s a root in it. And if you choose to ignore the excuse, how would you go on loving another person?

I don’t stand here from not being hurt at all. What I am today is form by the actions and decisions I made from falling down. I am not someone who keeps standing all this years. I fall, who doesn’t? That is what makes us grow.

Just standing up from falling isn’t enough if you could not sort out what the real problem was.

It isn’t moving on, it is adding pain.