maybe this is the answer..

Love is always supportive, loyal, hopeful, and trusting.
Love never fails!
Everyone who prophesies will stop,
and unknown languages will no longer be spoken.
All that we know will be forgotten.
We don't know everything, and our prophecies are not complete.
But what is perfect will someday appear,
and what isn't perfect will then disappear.

1 Corinthians 13: 7-10

I am finding what love is…
coz I am struck and stung by my own actions, till I could not see and show that what truly love is.

But is it true that u can love someone so deeply in a short period of time?
I may fall in love quickly, but not deeply. See that in a relationship, u need two hands to clap. And if only one hand exist, how could you love with your heart?

I may let go of you so easily, left you to be alone, and I went on with my life.

I made you not trust me again and that I love you still. I made you felt that I come without a reason. Made you tremble when you see me. Made you hate me.

After this time…u still could not understand me. Sometimes I doubt should I come home?

After this time…could you see that I am still here? Waiting and waiting…

I want you to be happy, even with or without me…but can you see that u are hurting yourself.

I stay aside, waiting upon you. Till whenever u need a shoulder to cry on, even if

u may not love me anymore… I still couldn’t bear to see you hurt yourself.