hectic boring

Been out with different people every night…i don’t know how to divide my time ler…

I am so tired of being here in this blue box in my work place…here I lay always thinking about her, so suffer a…

Wed night went out with ka jie…thurs nite with gong po’s, than midnite go out with M6N… tonite go to home cell…mon to Sunday..i am always fully book…but where are you?

I want to be with you..where are you?

I saw SW yesterday…rili weird that we don’t talk anymore and ignore each other basically...I chat with ah mei last night about d langkawi trip…i asked her whether she’s in KL not, just coz we’ll drink at ma house this sat…but she said she’ll oni come back after spm…

Where were the times I had with you? M2…I didn’t notice that u were already a part of ma life that I took away. almost half a year laa…I am living without you.

All the fun places I go…I wish u were there. But everywhere I go..i am alone within my heart walls.

Hectic boring…

I run and run there…fill my schedule with friends left and right. But here again I stand. I stand.

I am tired. Very tired. I want to come home.


I want to cry..but tears ain’t rolling down this cheeks…