the 2 weeks that passed...

Chinese New Year passed, valentines passed, midterm is passing, and athletics competitions also passing….

This cny is the most un-cny feeling I ever felt if I would compare it to the last few years. It is so funny that I din go bai nin to any of the friends houses except of coz for Sapo’s house. Did not even gamble. Weird…maybe its coz everyone is so busy, and there’s not much time for all of us. Although din go bai nin, angpao still not bad…if got go friends house will more abit..ngek ngek…

As valentine’s was on the 1st day of cny, we planned to celebrate a few days after. It makes no difference if you’re with the one you love; everyday can just be valentines. This valentines is the only valentines that I pass with someone I really love. Of all my 20 years of life…hahahaha…

And now it’s the midterms. Worried and excited, all set up and ready to sit for the exam, suddenly I gotta know that one of the paper is postponed to next week. While another paper clashes with my 200m event on this Sunday. So, in the end, this week I don’t have to sit for any exam.

To be so busy studying and suddenly now the pressure is not here, I feel more pressure. What am I to do with my spare time? Study of course. But as I am suppose to accomplish other things this coming week, I got to be studying again…heart beat very fast….

Going to UPM later for MASUM 2010, my event isn’t until Sunday. Fuh…as there are so many national athletes in UPM, I really hope that I can make it into the finals. Guys I know how much you all have faith in me, but sometimes I know my limits. Gold medals don’t come falling on me always… hahahahaha….

Am still coughing since ever b4 cny and during the festive week at home I had difficulty breathing almost every night I had to wake up sometimes around 5am in the morning gasping for air. As I make music through my lungs it is really a nightmare and not something you want to go through. Thank god when I come bak to ukm this week I can breathe well again. Went to see the panel doctor here and got medication for difficulty breathing.

And so, I just hope that I can breathe for my 4x400m event. During training I already died halfway in 300m. just hope that I don’t burden the team. And of coz my main event, 200m. jia you jia you!!